Wednesday, June 27, 2012

1/14/03

The hatred of the world bounds us.
The ties of our family and friends are not pure.
They are selfish.
What heals me, hurts you.
But when I do what you want,
I am being untrue to myself.
Which means to you,
that I am lying.
Do you know what it is to wear a mask
in front of those you love?
You couldnt.
Because if you did,
you would never ask me to do such a thing,
and you would know the pain it causes me each and every day.
What I need is support,
even if you believe who I am
and what I do with my life is wrong.
What would happen if I were to never take another breath
or live another day to make you laugh once more?
Would you take the hurt and shame
and wish they were not there?
Probably not, because our choices and hearts are different.
I can't expect you to understand.

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